♫ When I was juusst a little chiilld
♫ 'appineesss was therre a whiille
♫ Then from meee it slipped one daayyy
♫ HaappiiNeessss
♫ Come back⁀I saayy
♫ Cause if you don't come
♫ Gonna go loookingg
♫ Yeah
♫ For haapppiineessss
♫ I'mm hurrtinng innnsiidde

I see what you did here @manton, smart

Just to rephrase what I said in the last post:

Feeling capable of doing anything … and not feeling like there is a point to any of it … f$&king blows

And of course the disqus charge went through yesterday, that sh$t needs to go.

But, hey … the five minute b$tch sessions are back

The one that has me not bothering to keep writing lives here

Why I call this sh$te a personal journal rather than a blog

0.43 pace (Next time it will be clean and then I keep working it down to 0.40)

If there’s a platform that nurtures the reciprocal exchange of all things intellectual as a way of unlocking what was once thought impossible, somebody point me to it … ‘cause I can’t find it … and my babel fish is withering away of starvation.

Hashtag still the exit plan once I've had my fill of humanity

Hashtag SFW

Felt-tip fealty
Stolen obscenities
Mistake a meme for a movement
Relace the seam with dissolvable stitches
Rebuild atop a crumbling foundation
Division as salvation
Rebrand sickness as entertainment
Zero sum inversion
Decaying recursion
Garbage in, garbage out
Beat that drum
Run back to what you knew
For four long years you’ve wanted to
I’ll choke down all that might have been
And spit out what you’re accustomed to

Really annoying that I can’t find stimulating content or interaction in a way that would keep me writing. All my essays are from like two one week periods separated by two months of shooting the sh$t.

Step one … pick up and play the godd@mn bass after years of ignoring it … f$&kin' ✓

♫ Weeapons not⁀food,
♫ Not⁀homes, not⁀shoes
♫ Not need,
♫ Just feed the⁀war cannibal⁀animal⁀I
♫ Walk⁀the⁀corner to⁀the⁀rubble
♫ That used⁀to⁀be⁀a library
♫ Line-up to the mind cemetery now
♫ What we don't know
♫ Keeps the contract alive an movin'
♫ They don't gotta⁀burn⁀the⁀books
♫ They just⁀remove⁀'em
♫ Whiile⁀arms warehouses
♫ Fill⁀as quick-as the-cells
♫ Rally round the family,
♫ Pockets full of shells
♫ Bulls on parade

♫ I'min the waiting room
♫ I don't want the neewwss
♫ I gotno usefor ittt
♫ Welli don't read the neeewss
♫ I won't live byittt
♫ Sittin' outsiide of toowwn
♫ Everybody's always doown
♫ Tellmewwhhyy
♫ BeeeCause they can't get up
♫ Neooww comeon getup

So nearly all of my iphonography runs through Brushstroke. Code Organa showed me some range with Inkwork (which I sometimes use instead of Adobe Capture to get a simplified shape to feed into Brushstroke). Turns out they were on point again with Relight.

The original:

The split screen (of the single tap correction):

The result:

By the way folks, this proves that restful study (and the allowance of time for your neural pathways to reformat) > all-nighters.

This Is Not "F$&k You" in Japanese Sign Language

Japanese children are taught the names of all the fingers … the middle finger is the “brother finger" …

I had one older ┌П┐(ಠ_ಠ)

If you're following along with what's happening in Georgia, here is me calling this out for what it is some time last year On Tipping Points

I’ll take self-fulfilling prophecies for $200 (RIP Mr. Trebek).

Dammit, now that I have noticed Hugo generates lists for posts by year (i.e. moondeer.blog/2020/) I bet Imma end up making more freakin’ banners…